A story from the heart is a rare thing. Most do not share their real truth. Those memories are often too painful to talk about. That is the normal reaction. The healthy way is to let it out and not keep it inside. It is like a cup overflowing and each time you tell the story the cup gets a sip removed. Soon the cup will be a lot more manageable. If you cant bring yourself to approach the subject it is like poison that slowly kills your capacity to feel. love is a feeling that will suffer as well. If you need help go to a counselor and talk about it. Dove Medical Press can be a good place to look for that help.